Can I just say that sometimes I feel like a horrible mom. There I said it. Took the kids to ride over at the track near our house and Max wouldn't ride his bike he only wanted to walk it, and I was frustrated with him because I was trying to push my own scooter and keep Lilly from getting too far ahead and Max is still a little unstable on his new bigger bike and kept running into things and getting off and on and I over reacted and made everyone come home and sent him straight to bed without reading to him or anything. Now I feel horrible.
On another note can I just tell you some words I can't stand. Here they are in no particular order.
Also I can't stand all these barking dogs and my house just can't seem to stay clean. Also I'm always busy. I feel like I spend 99% of my day cleaning up messes after people and then the house still looks like a tornado hit it. I hate unloading the dishwasher and hand washing the dishes that won't fit. The kids watch more television than I would like.
I hate shopping. With a PASSION! I don't like it even a little. And grocery shopping is at the top of the list.
I 'm annoyed with my hair. I can't stand it long or short. I've thought of shaving it off more than a few times.
My husband works a lot of hours and it gets annoying being a single Mom all week.
I'm tired of staying up until Lilly falls asleep at midnight and then getting up with Max at 7am.
I want to hide under a rock sometimes.
Money sucks too.
I'm annoyed with people who say they will do something and then don't do it.
People need to learn how to drive.....correctly.
I wish Everyone had camera's on their cars and then when you capture someone doing something stupid while driving you push a "send" button and what they did that was stupid gets sent to the police and they get a "stupid ticket" and when you get 3, you have to take your driving test over again.
I hate eating. It's annoying. I wish I had a chef to make and clean up all my meals.
I need a new wardrobe
I'm tired of taking care of plants and grass, It needs to be winter.
Wish I could go hiking more often.
I hate listening to people complain.....like I'm doing now.
I'm tired of "book keeping"
Dragging kids to the Library sucks. I look for books and they run a muck and then people give me the evil eye like "control your kids"
I hate cleaning up messes
I'm glad it's Conference this weekend because if I had to do one more church responsibility I think I'd scream
I feel totally burned out.....I need a LONG vacation
This may come out wrong, but I really dislike kids. I love my own but don't particularly care to "babysit" other peoples. I never have.
Anyways that felt good to get out and everyone probably thinks I'm a crazy lady now, but I needed to vent and ......... I'm just keepin' it "real" Peace.